Finch.

Fuck. 

Im speechless.

Never thought id see them live.

Now i want more.

Nate best scream in the business.

Flawless really.

Train Wreck.

and you ruin me with the easiest touch.

tear my world apart.

now enough is enough.

i've been up most of the night.

now my heads like a train wreck. 

one more time.

train wreck birds of tokyo.

listen. take in the rest of the lyrics.

a confronting rendition of the past five months of my existence.

and im grateful for every passing day when i feel happy.

but always scared shitless.

if i dare see him.

or talk to him.

im waiting for my next fall.

but i can only do it my way.

Essential Toto.

Georgy Porgy.

This weeks favourite.

Rant.

Ok. I found this at work the other day.

'I must tell you chris' is what it was called.

Its all about preaching about God, and its bullshit!

I hate religion. 

And Im not going to say no offense to people who reads this because frankly it probably will, but i dont care. But i will say sorry to the people who actually believe this non-sense, i mean i should let people believe what they want but this is one thing that just grinds my gears. Its a made up story built on fear. A conspiracy by which if God was real he would have a shit load of money.

I donno.

I just dont get how there is so much scientific evidence of our evolution and the whole human existences why so many still believe some man in the sky made people.

 And from reading this its just a whole bunch of contradictions!

you cant do anything bad but look if you do ill forgive you...

as long as you admit it.

And dont worry about fucking up your life because you can live in heaven forever...

as long as you admit it.

"jesus is a sinless substitute"

basically if you have sinned you will go to heaven anyway because he died for you...

 as long as you admit it.

What the fuck.

Religion is the biggest killer but i guess because they all think they will be happier in heaven anyway.

I just have to laugh and think why? but then i turn to myself and think am i the one being fooled?

so love me or hate me for my views on religion i dont care this was just a big rant that i needed to get off my chest.

The Fame Game.

I want them to know my name.

But thats all.

The element of mistery is beautiful and intriguing.

Isnt that what everyone should want?

I want fame.

The Belafonte.

Harry Belafonte.

Day O.

My Favourite song.

The Nature.

Of the artist.

Does everyone live in a type of innocence

 Then why is it that the Thinkers get trapped in a chaos of creative thought.

Freedom Fighters.

Valentines day.

 I will love again.

I'm sure of it.

John Lennon Love.

'As usual, there is a great woman behind every idiot.'

Want to be my idiot? 

A Simple Truth.

why do you think the night sky is so beautiful?

Is it because it is virtually pure with unknown exploration.

And the element of surprise is extremely exciting.

Could this be true?

Just Words.

or a concept?

I wish I could be thrown into a simple reality where I 'don't let the world get me down, not everyone here is that fucked up and cold'*

Now, I'm probably being irrational and never the less stubborn but its extremely hard to see through all the smoke and haze of present views and opinions. But mostly its the fear and paranoia that I hate about myself and its because of what he did that still haunts me.

so where did it go?

my words may linger, however Brandon Boyd's do not.

 I suggest you get engulfed in his words they are extremely beautiful it almost scares me.

*The Warmth-Incubus.

He Was Mod.

It was as if he was constructed out of a London memory.

his illumines pastel skin

his aura of complete style, chic and coolness

he past me in a fever that was uncontrollable and as if he would have even known

it was the emotion and fire of love at first sight

vicarious as i watched him leave

that was the last time i ever saw him

he was gorgeous.

he was mod.

The Fear.

death isn't a figure of speech.

but.

'God is a concept by which we measure our pain.'

The Keen.

  

At the moment I'm pretty keen on the opposite sex to

Have Tattoos.

Have Beards.

Be Skaters.