First.

So after many months of unrequited love bullshit we've finally slept together.

I was a bit worried... were my expectations too high or would i ruin the friendship.

So to my surprise it was pretty much perfect, the connection is almost unbearable.

I honestly believe that this is the best thing that could happen to both of us romantically.

But i don't want to get ahead of myself and what i might want, may be different to what he wants.

And that scares me. Does he just want this to be a casual fling or will it progress into something more?

I dont want to get hurt, i haven't felt this alive and safe for about four years.... fuck.

He makes me feel as though nothing else matters when he holds me tight.

Am i in to deep? Probably...

I think he's perfect and he thinks i'm amazing so why cant that just be it?