Double Date.

So i was gonna go out tomorrow night to meet the other guy... its not a date, more of a meet and greet. he lives on the other side of the country and we've only been messaging each other for the past month (he's a real babe).

i asked a couple of my friends to come with me for support, one of them (friend 1) asked my lover to come... before he had realised what he had done, he'd said yes. friend 2 thinks this would be a good thing and make my lover jealous. friend 1 doesn't agreed and either do i. i don't want to play games, i want to be with my lover. i'm hoping it wont be that bad... i'm not overly affectionate and i'm not a good flirt. so heres hoping he just assumes he is an old friend and everything will be okay. babe will leave in a few days anyway and everything will go back to the way it was. fuck i over think everything. it'll be fine.