Well no, you DO deserve me coz ive chosen you for a reason and im really fuckin picky and if im the coolest chick you know then why the fuck wouldnt you want me? why doesnt anybody want to be my boyfriend? this same old shit keeps happening they just want me for my sex, i should just become a prostitute then that way i could make some money out of it.
I cant understand why i keep getting rejected when i'm apparently the most amazing chick ever...
what. the. fuck!
and another thing is it wrong for me to think its disrespectful for my lover ''friends with benefits" to feel okay with saying how hot another chick is around me and to ultimately get with someone in front of me if we were both out? i didn't think so but apparently thats fine and he wouldn't give a shit if i got with someone in front of him.... which is so hypocritical when he said he tripped out with he heard i got with ''the babe,'' fuck it, i'm kind of pissed off so i'm thinking what the fuck i'm gonna go hook up with someone in front of him and see how it actually makes him feel. i'm also so pissed off at how blatantly obivous he is about how much he is in love with this girl... fuck everything... fuck my life.... (emo rant... apologies)
they do deserve you! you are an amazing girl!
ReplyDeletei question myself when these situations arise in my life as well. why don't they want me? what is wrong with me? what can i do to make them want me the way i want them? etc. its a cycle...when they want us to come around for a "movie" i know i used to jump at the occassion for the fact to just see them. it isn't us it is them. not knowing what is really in front of them.
the two faced stuff is shit. i did the bad when i found out that they were with someone else and then i hooked up in front of them...I was the person in the wrong apparently. its fucked seriously fucked.
rise above this guy who doesnt see an amazing girl who is there bareing herself for him. screw him. find some other guy - or if "the babe" is around go fly with him if you can. i get a little confused of the babes roll but yeh rise above the lover and just look ultra super duper hot in front of him next time so he wants to grovel at your feet and beg for you.
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aww thank you youre so lovely, its just a mind fuck of a situation hopefully itll sort itself out... im going overseas soon anyway maybe ill find myself a saucy European hottie and it will make everything okay :)
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