No Reply.

I messaged him and apologised. What i did was so wrong, i should have never looked at his messages. I wish i didnt get caught and i wish i never did it because it was all for nothing, nothing is going on. Now he is pissed off at me and wont reply to my messages. I just wish he would have said something to me you dont just sleep with someone then be distant without the other person suspecting something. We were having a great time then nothing. He barely spoke to me... and his reasoning behind it because he didnt want to hurt me and lead me on... he wasnt! Now i feel like an absolute idiot and i dont want to see him, it will be horrible. But im leaving on friday, i dont want to go without closure. This is driving me insane. Im so embarrassed.