If i was going to see my lover before i left tonight was the night. I was having a farewell dinner at his families place. I wasnt sure whether he would be there or not but he came. Its the first time we had seen or spoken to each other since Sunday. The first hello was kind of awkward, i could feel the tension as we made small talk. During dinner it wasnt getting any better. I know he isnt happy with me but i hope he realises how sorry and upset i am. He hugged me goodbye though and wished me a safe trip. I guess thats all i can ask for at this point in time. I want to be able to send him an email while im overseas. I hope he replies and we can get over this stupid mess.
On the other hand my bestfriend is moving and he has spent the last three days up in the big smoke and i havent been able to see him. It kind of breaks my heart... i know ill only be away from 6 weeks but i talk to him everyday im going to miss the shit out of him and i just wanted to hang out a little bit. Im going to see him tomorrow but that will only be for a couple of hours. Its not long enough. I dont know what ill do without him.
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